Listening to: More Than This by One Direction
Today was supposed to be fun. I planned on spending the day with my mom, eating popcorn while watching episodes of our two favourite TV shows, Medium and Touch. It started out that way until one of my friends texted me and asked if I wanted to come over to her house and watch a movie. I agreed. She lives fairly close to me so she walked over to pick me up. When she showed up I found out that she also invited her friend and her boyfriend. I felt so upset because I hated her friend and I used to have this huge crush on her boyfriend. I hid my feelings and we all walked back to her house. Her boyfriend was sweet as usual. I felt green with envy as I watched them walk hand in hand. I told myself I was over him so why was I feeling that way? We watched the movie then sat on the couch talking. 'The friend' stole 'the boyfriend's' cellphone and gave it to me. He tickled me to try and get it back. We were good friends until I confessed that I liked him so he knew exactly where my tickle spots were. I refused to give it back and ran out the door. My friend's mom suggested we take a walk so we can cool down. Once we got outside the boyfriend chased me for his phone. The girls ran in the opposite direction. I finally gave his phone back and we looked around and noticed the girls were gone, leaving us alone. We could hear them laughing though so we followed them. While we were running after them, I stole this guy's black monster cap. The boyfriend was faster than me so he was ahead. He yelled at me to catch up but I couldn't. I lost him. The giggling had stopped. I was alone. Wondering around, aimlessly. I decided to walk to our neighbourhood park, hoping they would think to find me there. I sat on the park bench for 10 minutes, waiting. I was just about to give up when they came. I was so upset! The girls hugged me and said sorry then I turned to face him. "I'm really sorry!" He said. Those three word... His arms were open and I hugged him too. His arms were strong. You could tell he was really sorry that he ditched me. We talked at the park for half an hour, in that time I must admit I farted in front of him. He laughed and I said "I'm not going to apologize for doing something I love." They all laughed and I blushed. We walked back to my friends house, this whole time I was still wearing his cap. We got back to the house and had dinner. I had to sit next to him because my friend's friend said she had enough of their lovey dovey so she wanted them to sit as far apart as possible. My friend's dad then casually walked over and mentioned what a coincidence it was that we (me and 'the boyfriend') look so much alike. Same colour eyes, same colour hair, everything! We both laughed and agreed with him. When my mom picked me up I was so upset. I gave his cap back and hugged him goodbye and that was it. Nothing special. Now we probably won't talk again till the next time we're together with my friend. We go to the same school but we barely even glance each other. The whole school probably thinks we don't know each other but we do! And yet that's all we'll ever be... friends that only ever hang out when we're 'being forced to'
I've been listening to the song More Than This by One Direction. It's perfect for my current predicament, I think that's how you spell it.
If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Cause we are the same.
You save me.
When you leave it's gone again.
Niall's voice makes me cry everytime <3
CUZ I CAN LOVE YOU MORE THAN THIS!!